Oh My

So I realize its been awhile since I blogged and so much as changed. Lets see, the last time we left off it was my birthday and how I didn't receive a single phone call from anyone in my family. And since then, lets see I'm now pregnant and my family still isn't talking to me. Why?? I'm to the point where I don't really care anymore. If they don't want to be in my life or my son's (its going to be a boy), so be it. I know my baby will be loved by me, my husband, his family and tons of friends. And from all of this, I found people more stubborn than me. Oh and what makes this all the funnier (I know it's not a word), is that no one is talking to me because my mom told them not to. What a bitch! But anyways, my sister in law saw me on facebook one day and so we chatted and we've chatted a few more times since then, and the other day she commented on my status. My oldest sister saw this and told on her! Can you believe it? I can actually. She's one of those people who needs to be a tattle-tale and be mommas favorite. Whatever, we all know that she's going to be a lonely old lady who only has her cats because no one will want to date her because she needs to see her momma every weekend or else she cries! Yes she does. She's f-ing 30 years old and still cries if she can't go home and see her momma. What a loser!!!

Oh and lets see, Thanksgiving happened last week and we weren't invited to my families Thanksgiving. I wonder if any of them know why? What made the situation funny was that I ran into my cousin in a mall. Of all places in such a big city, it is a small world. I wonder how their thanksgiving was. I know mine was great. I saw tons of people who were so happy for us. And I know if I would have seen my family, I would have to take hours of therapy. These last 4 months have been great. My relationship with my husband has never been greater, my job is wonderful, my relationship with my in-laws have improved and I'm having a baby. I love my life!

Happy Birthday to Me

So it's my birthday and it started off okay and then got shitty. Why? My mother fing family. Did one of them call?? Hell no. WTF? And why? Because my mother is a bitch and they're all too scared to call? Honestly what kind of family is that? In my opinion not a great one or even an okay one. I got more Happy Birthdays at work on on facebook then my own family gave me. And its sad when communication comes down to texting. I was starting to think my phone didn't accept incoming phone calls, but I got a call from my father-in-law. Yes, my father in law called and wished my a happy birthday, but did my own mother? Nope. As I always say, Karma is a bitch. Just wait.

And on a lighter note. I finally got a job!! Not temp work, but a real full time offer working where the temp place put me. Someone got fired, so I got hired! Ha Ha! Good for me.

Men: We can't live without them, but how do we live with them?

Oh my frickin God. Men! So many awful thoughts just pop into my head when that word is said. Go one step further and say Husband - I say why the F- did I ever get married. Men are like little boys. They need everything done for them. And do you ever think they can lift a finger and help?? Hell no. It's like pulling teeth. I was told today that I was crabby when I clean. A) Do I like cleaning? No. B) Well if you would just help instead of sitting on your ass, it would be alot better. C) Well if you just picked up your shit, we - I mean I - wouldn't have to clean. So learn! I'm not your mother, maid or bitch. I am your wife, we live together so HELP!!!!!

And driving with them is like - oh I don't know, I can't describe it. Do all men drive alike? I asked my husband the last time he had a heart attack when I drove. He mentioned 4 years ago when I crashed his car because he didn't want to drive. I said, now ask me. He did. I replied - about 2 seconds ago. He doesn't pay attention. Its drive fast, slam on the breaks. Wait until the last second to switch lanes. See a yellow light a mile away, drive faster and hopefully we can make that same yellow light. Really? I told him that if we ever get pregnant, I'll only drive with him when I'm 9 months along so that I'll go into labor. And if we ever have kids, he won't ever drive with them. Yep, I'll be the full time driver, not a fan, but for my sake, I will.

And they say that women are indecisive. What about guys? They're just as bad. The convo today about lunch. He asks me, I say I don't know. So I ask him, he says I don't know. And it's like that for everything. I like sitting at home doing nothing, he knows that. He wants to go out, so he asks me. I say, I'm fine sitting here. He's not, but he doesn't know what he wants to do and he gets mad at me because I don't want to go out, but say I will if he ever decides what to do. Figure it out before you ask!!!!

Oh and back to cleaning. He's all proud of himself because he helped with 1 little room so he thinks that he shouldn't have to help. And he tells me when I need help to ask, so I do. But he still won't help. His response, I cleaned the desk. Well good for you, you sat on your ass and watched the baseball game on the computer. But you can still help me in the kitchen. He says that he's cleaned it before - I say what 2 months ago? I keep telling him I'm going to label the dishes with C's and A's. One set for me and one set for him. And when he's out, I wonder what he would do? I think I'm going to do it. I need a good laugh. What would he do if I did that? Now I need to find out...

Vegas Baby

So I went to Vegas for the first time a few weeks ago and boy was it something else. I don't think I've drank that much in a long time. With every meal it was a cocktail. At every show we went to it was a cocktail. People were walking down the street with alcohol. It was crazy. But fun. But I gotta tell you about this tramp. That's what she was a tramp. So we went to a show, and it was at the Venician, and we could see Circus Circus from the casino/hotel so we thought we would walk there. Now if you've been to Vegas you know how long it takes to walk a block, if you haven't let me tell you. Each block is probably a mile, well not really but its a big ass block. So we walk and walk and walk and walk. We can see it, its getting closer but not really. So it took us probably 30 - 45 minutes to walk there and we get to Circus Circus. Now if you've never been there, DO NOT EVER GO THERE!!! Its so gross. My husband loves arcades, but this one even he hated. It was so smokey, crowed, gross, smokey, gross and full of children. Children were every where. So many of them. I was so stressed out... but anyways....

He plays his game, looses to a 8 year old girl mind you and we leave. Thank God. I felt so sick sitting on the carousel bar that actually went in a circle. Normally I like them, but this one hung over an edge and I couldn't get a drink cause I didn't have any money on me...It was a sad moment. OK so them we leave. And I see these two girl and all I could say "FOR THE LOVE OF GOD put on some mother f-ing clothes!!!!" Her ass hung out of her dress - yeah it didn't cover the ass, her friends boobs where falling out of her dress. I told my husband to take of his shirt and give it to them so that they good cover up. I was so embarrassed for them. It was the grossest thing I saw besides Circus Circus. I wish I had a picture so that you could see what I mean. It's an image I can't get out of my head and I want it out so badly. Hopefully someday it will leave.

The good thing about the trip, I won $176.00, enough to pay for the hotel and didn't spend a dime of my own. I also saw two amazing shows. You gotta see Jersey Boys and Love. They were so, well words can't describe them. Just go see them. But that's about it. We walked and walked, drank our livers out and had a blast. I don't think I'll go back for a while. It's too crowed and loud. I like my peace and quiet.

New Job

Wow! I guess it has been a while since I last posted. But hey what can I do about it? Nothing at this point. So the past month has be hell and I mean hell. I got tired of sitting around doing nothing so I went and applied for some temp work. Word of advice, if you've never done temp work, don't do it. Its awful. I've been stuck on this electric company doing crap a 5 year old do as long as they can count. Yep. I spend all day putting stuff in numeric order. Someone asked me if it's better than sitting at home and I said no. At least at home I can smoke when I want, drink if I want and even go to the bathroom when I want. The people are great, but the work itself sucks. And the temp agency sucks. I have an interview tomorrow and they're pissed about it. They told me that I couldn't go on it. F them. I'm going! You think I want to work for your temp agency? Hell no!!! I'm so mad. Now the only problem with this is, I don't know if I can collect unemployment or not. I hope so. With unemployment I can stay home again. But if I can't, I guess I'll have to go back to the work force. And I don't want to...I whine about it alot. But so far it hasn't done me a bit of good. Or wait has it? My husband thinks that my time might be better spent at home so the house will be cleaned, laundry done, dinner made...I agree I should do that instead of working for a bitch ass company. Let's hope I don't have to go back...

Since I've worked at the temp job for a whole one week, I realize how good my other job was. It was clean, no one swearing on the phone, a updated computer system, it was paperless, a good phone system, and did I mention clean??? God this place needs a paint job, a reception desk, a paint job, new employees, updated everything oh and a paint job. Its ugly. I hate it. I feel gross when I walk in there. Ick. I want to redecorate it, but that's not my job but I would be happy to give them the tip to paint. A fresh coat of paint goes a long way...

And it continues...

Still bored and still unemployed.  But I'm looking real hard for a job.  I think next I'll go and oh I forgot the word, you know oh yeah it apply for a job at like Target, Ralph's, Walgreens.  Just something to get out of this box I'm living in.  My husband told me last night that I really need to get out, he says I'm getting cabin fever.  That I don't agree with.  I think I'm coming to terms with what's going on around me.  Oh and there is an argument going on in the parking lot.  That's been my entertainment for the day.  Yep, what a lonely day.  Oh and then there is farmtown.  I admit I have a problem.  I'm so addicted.  I dream of my crops and woke up mad at my dead grandma because she didn't take care of my crops.  And this morning, I replowed them so there wouldn't be a space between the fields.  More field = more money.  More Money = the mansion I want to get. But i need the points to move up, not just the money.  I finally got to level 10 or 11 today.  Yep I've moved up at least 4 levels in the past 3 days - if not more.  Farmtown has taken over my life.  I stay up late to help people harvest, I won't go to bed until my fields are in order.  I get up early to check on my fields.  Farmtown as consumed my life.  I was hoping for a day where I wouldn't have to go on the check my fields, but nope, it's not possible.  Tomorrow at 2 pm, my tomatoes, potatoes and rice will all be ready.  And I think on Sunday, I won't have to go on.  But I will because I'll be paranoid.  After taking care of this farm, I think I want to move to a farm.  It sounds and looks so fun.  But I need to remember - this is just a game.  Farming isn't this easy in real life.  The one good thing about farmtown is that I can interact with people.  Some of those people are older and younger than I want, but beggars can't be choosers.  I need interaction.  I need communication.  And for the moment, Farmtown in taking care of that.  Until I get bored with it - it probably won't be that much longer.  I have a short attention span.  But what if I find a real job???  What will happen to my farm???  Will someone take care of it for me??? Will i need to find a new schedule for my farm or will it just become covered in dead plants???  Only time will tell.  So if you have facebook, play some Farmtown.  I'm sure we'll interact someday.  And we can even be buddies - you help me I help you.  

Bordem Strikes!!

I've been unemployed for a week and half and I'm going insane!!!  I've been so bored.  All I do is sit on facebook, play farm town, sort through my papers, get them all in order, look for jobs and try to keep my apartment clean.  The last is probably the hardest.  Anytime I get something clean, my hubby walks behind me and messes it all up.  I don't get it!  I clean he makes a mess.  And he wants me to do his laundry...I don't think so!  But in the end, I'll probably end up doing it since I have so much free time.  I hate this!  I can't wait to find a job!  I say that now, but will probably end up regretting it later.  I'm so bored I'm thinking of getting a part-time job just for something to do.  Oh my God - so bored.  So that's all I've been doing for the past week.  Not much fun - but I guess someone has to be unemployed - and to get paid for doing nothing is actually pretty sweet - until I go broke!